Thursday, December 8, 2011

love like Jesus

Spent the evening at amazing concert that sang the Bible from the beginning to the end with amazing videos to help capture the meaning. Awesome.

So a few months ago I talked about hearing a whisper from God at church. I spent a while trying to figure out what He was trying to say. Was it to let go of everything that's holding me back? career change? Well, since then I have decided to go back to school and start in Jan but at the same time, I am so afraid of what He was asking.

Here is what God is asking of me. Shake things up. Get out of the comfort zone! Could this be a mission trip? Maybe. Could be asking us to move or find another job? Perhaps. But at this moment, God is reminding me to love. Oh I know, I love. I love to love. I am a kind person, usually, if you don't tick me off. But here is the deal, I want to love the unlovable. Like, get close and love. This could be anything. This is more than donating money which I know can me an awesome thing. I'm at this concert watching a video of what Gods love can look like. I am encouraged . I am hopeful. I want my child to learn by example. I want to love without excuses. To put others first. So this week, I am going to start my new resolutions. Going to make a list of places that I may be able to volunteer. If anyone has any idea, please let me know. I am going to check out MUST ministries but I really want help more than that. Let's see where this takes me. I have to remember what I was created for. I dont think I was created to be comfortable.Time to shake things up